Aš esu baltas lapas / I AM A WHITE PAGE

AŠ ESU BALTAS LAPAS
Videoperformansas, 3 min., 2015

“Mano širdis sudaužyta.
Aš nieko nejaučiu.
Anglis yra juoda.
Deimantai yra balti.
Anglis sudyla ir pavirsta brangenybe.
Po skausmo ateina gyvenimas.
Dabar aš esu baltas lapas”.

SINOPSIS:
Moteris vestuvine suknele ir makiažu žvelgia į kamerą priešais save. Jos rankoje – anglies kreidelė. Nuotakos ranka pakyla ir nupiešia tašką širdies vietoje. Ranka juda – taškas virsta linija. Liniją virsta ratu. Judesys kartojasi. Juoda anglis brėžia liniją ant suknelės, rankų, krūtinės, veido… Kreidelė baigiasi. Moters rankos nusvyra.

 

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Idea and performance: Jurga Juodytė
Video performance time: 3 min.

“My heart is broken.
I cannot feel.
Coals are black.
And diamonds are white.
The coal is fading, it turns into
a jewel.
There comes a life after the pain.
For now I am a white page.”

Performance synopsis:
a woman wearing a wedding dress and a makeup looks straight into a camera in front of her. She has a charcoal in her hand. The bride raises her hand and leaves a dot about the position of her heart. The hand keeps moving. The dot turns into a line. The line turns into a circle. Her movements reiterate. The black coal is drawing the line on her dress, her hands, her chest, and her face… Until the charcoal is vanished. Her hands hang down.

Filming performance the real weading dress of author was used.